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Pish Posh

by Vanilla

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1.
Oh, it’s the devil you know… You know that blank stare You should leave there Oh, just a moment to go… She’s appearing, eyes are tearing… Up for treason You can’t reason It’s open season again You’ve been silent She’s delighted To work you over again Stunned, now the party’s begun Don’t try to bargain It’s just jargon Now that her web has been spun She’ll just chuckle As you struggle… In the center With your tormentor The lone dissenter again You’ve been silent She’s delighted To fuck you over again (“work’) And now you have to do her bidding (No kidding) It’s really just about survival With all the signals she’s been giving (you’re skidding) Off the road into your rival In the center With your tormentor The lone dissenter again You’ve been silent She’s delighted To work you over again
2.
I never really followed much direction. Adverse to the looks of imperfection Make it through the day. Wondering what they’ll say So you sleep tight and know….. It’s my situation Don’t think about For what you offer, I live without So look the other way, before I have to say It’s my creation! My situation change! It seems I never ever heed a warning. Now times up and everything is boiling. Make it through the day. Wondering what they’ll say. So you sleep tight and know….. It’s never too personal with me. There is no upside or downside to letting me be.
3.
Now you’re the next big thing And you can do anything Clearly, you’ve exceeded expectations… Now you’re the one to watch You don’t have a single splotch Clearly, you’ve exceeded expectations Your life is a TV show Push a button watch it go No point in going slow You’re golden But it’s a tragedy For simple folks like you and me When will we ever be Emboldened? And now you’re the chosen one Winning every race you run Clearly, you’ve exceeded expectations And when its time to rest On your laurels that’s the best Clearly you’ve exceeded expectations And while I’m dithering The chances for me withering I’ll be drowning everything In liquor And when your ladder falls And each rung down impacts your balls We will hear your plaintive calls And snicker
4.
S1 E1 02:57
When each day you turn away And stare into the mist While your life’s in disarray Not tending to your list S1 E1 Everybody’s got one S1 E1 The show has begun S1 E1 This is not a re-run S1 E1 The damage is done Once you’ve watched a little bit You found it in your Prime Soon you’re going to commit Why don't you take the time? I know why you’re weary And fatter furthermore Why you’re sad and dreary And life is such a bore… Life goes on behind your pose And underneath your nose…
5.
Fine Line 03:20
It’s a fine line where your walking and more so when you talk Seeking a reaction, comes at quite a cost   You drew a fine line in winds and shifting sands You fell to pieces under challenge and exam But I know for sure the train is jumping tracks Go investigate, intimidate and never take it back You knew the difference between pleasure and the pain You tried to tell me that it all feels they same   But I know for sure the train is jumping tracks Go investigate, intimidate and never take it back Who really understands, who to trust and where to land Some checks you can’t backdate, you made the deal your fate is sealed But I know for sure the train is jumping tracks Go investigate, intimidate and never take it back   It’s a fine fine line
6.
Swoon 03:46
Out of mind and out of breath A pantomime of sudden death With people standing round I wake up on the ground Out of sorts and out of depth I don’t know how much time is left They ask me “You okay?” And all I have to say is… Where am I now? Where am I now? Someday soon I’ll end this swoon If the Fates allow Golden light and it’s alright A sunrise in the dead of night The medics need to know Has this happened once before? Then they start their murmuring My vital signs encouraging I wish they’d go away It’s time for me to say… Leave me alone This world is dull monotone Let me be free Please don’t resuscitate me...
7.
We’re not thinking, suppose we’ll never get it right. I caught you blinking, when you said our future's bright. Nothing you can say will change a thing You're my first choice to be my second string I’m just reflecting, on the good times and the bad So stop deflecting, all the excuses are getting sad Nothing you can say will change a thing You're my first choice to be my second string This isn’t all about tomorrow, when you can’t make through the day Whether we beg, steal or borrow. We won’t make it through when all the clouds in our way Nothing you can say will change a thing You're my first choice to be my second string
8.
Pancake Hat 02:39
Hurly burly, chew the fat Time to doff the pancake hat The pancake hat Double trouble, bubble wrap Time to tip the pancake hat The pancake hat To Elysian Fields I climb And watch the fruit die on the vine In summer splendor they decline They never reach the finish line Ring the weasel, skin the cat Time to pass the pancake hat The pancake hat The pancake hat
9.
Shuttlecock 02:36
She’s up and down it’s all around The shuttlecock’s all over town Watch her dart and by and by She turns hello into goodbye She's just a blur There’s no stopping her Her hyperbolic tendencies Will only bring you to your knees East, west, south, and north She's always flitting back and forth The bough is breaking It's so bourgeois The noise she's making Is ah, ah, ah ,ah! Across the net and through the sky The frightening speed will terrify You will stand in awe and shock Can you return the shuttlecock?
10.
Merry fucking Christmastime to you! Happy Birthday Jesus King of Jews Merry fucking Christmastime to you I can smell your Christmas spirits coming through When we were young Christmastime was fun But now I'm 42 And I can't wait 'til it gets through So Merry Fucking Christmastime to you!
11.
Militarying 03:46
Tempting Fate, the ladies try again At the bar, it’s always been the same And it’s everything, this militarying
 And the soldier at the bar knows exactly who you are you know… 
 Time is short , the florists have been paid 
 Her folks support the match the two have made 
 And there’s little doubt that when he’s shipping out  He’ll be thinking of her and also several of the others… Soft beds hard battles  That’s what the soldiers say 
Soft beds hard battles  And it really doesn’t matter anyway 
 The years go by, as they always do The portrait dims and fades away from view  And the table’s set Beside the bassinet  And the wonder of it all is It was just a port of call of his  
 Listen when the marching band is playing Or you won’t hear what they’re saying  'Bout flesh and blood and bone  Listen to the politicians braying  And all the lies they’re saying  About heroes, hearth and home Decades hence the scene will re-commence
 There’s no defense, no wisdom to dispense
 And it’s everything, this militarying
 And the soldiers at the bar know
exactly who you are you know…

12.
The Secret 03:12
A costly decision with no chance of revision seems I’m fucked right out of the gate. I’m staring down the barrel of this wrath and peril and clearly no way to escape. Could anyone notice My look or my motive one glance could give it away Should I get discovered and the secrets uncovered it could set the sun on this day I could run from it all and let someone else take the fall So I’ll keep my secret, never share a moment and never tell Why I’ll hide this story, refrain from the glory and keep what you can’t buy No rhyme no reason, you can hang me up for treason. I’ve never been a patron saint. If it’s the secrets you want, don’t try to taunt me, cause all you’re gonna get is restraint I could run from it all and let someone else take the fall Ducking, weaving, thought concealing a well planned subterfuge I’ll hold it tight because its’s something I can’t lose But my nerves are shattered, psyche battered I just might give it away But it won’t happen with me the secret stays
13.
My Sunday prayer When no one’s there Please no balking when I’m talking To the thin air I’ve had my fill Of this fire drill In these conditions no one listens And they never will… All the stars that hang above me And all the stars that fall below There’s simply no one there to love me And so I have to let it go
14.
Today I’m sinking like a precious stone.  A smile is spread thin, can’t hide alone There’s always tomorrow--another wave. I’ll catch it.  I’ll ride it and save the day See this happens every time, cause there’re things I hadn’t factored in Like a topsy turvy ride, just hang on tight and buckle in.   So is life, I turn the page. The light turns on, I must engage Today feels better like it’s meant to be. No backing down, I guarantee. See this happens every time, cause there’re things I hadn’t factored in Like a topsy turvy ride, just hang on tight and buckle in.   I refuse to let you down and wallow in my blunders. I can’t choose to walk away and worry and…worry and wonder. Don’t squander the fortunes at your feet.     Just know that one day you’ll be complete.   No need to bother I can help the others like I always do. So much temptation and rearranging so I can be with you. See this happens every time, cause there’re things I hadn’t factored in Like a topsy turvy ride, just hang on tight and buckle in.  
15.
Coil Memory 03:21
I thought I’d change into A new pair of pants I’m looking different But I know who I am Out of the blue Just like a tight rubberband I snap back into who I was In the past   Rat on a wheel Feels kind of strange Coil Memory Invisible wires Holding back what could be Coil Memory   I lost my tennis shoes When I was just ten I’ll buy a brand new pair When I pay the rent Sure hoping therapy Will slow down the slide I’d like to cut the thread And leave it behind   Stumbling back To a world I despise Coil Memory A rat on a wheel Is needing new toys Coil memory I had a chance to be anything Maybe forget what I know Scared enough to sit still                                                                             Maybe there’s a green pill Now is what I’m after while I’m Running from the shadows that I chase.   A rat on a wheel Search and Destroy Coil Memory The boy is a man He’s still unemployed Coil Memory Coil Memory Coil Memory Coil Memory  
16.
The Lesser 02:58
Time for the monsters of this world To fade away and be unheard Time for the evil, time for the cruel Broken by anger and it’s tools Time for the greedy who don’t understand Time for the masters killing this land Time for the sleepers and gentle souls Time for the wistful vision it holds Time for the stars webbing the night Time for the others left holding the light Time for the stewards, time for the peace Time for the lesser To say the least Imagine if you will A minor miracle A house upon a hill Where we all belong Time for the stars webbing the night Time for the others left holding the light Time for the stewards Time for the peace Time for the lesser To say the least
17.
For 96 days we’ve seen no shadows.  It’s all florescence inside The monitor glows it seems so shallow. Sure enough were losing our stride Looking back I can see the sunrise and feel the temp starting to soar. I don’t need no reason I give back this season and all of this wet and cold   When days last longer we never bother with how were gonna use up the day We’re casting shadows with friends that we know.  So what time can you come out to play?   Looking back I can see the sunrise and feel the temp starting to soar. I don’t need no reason I give back this season and all of this wet and cold.   The world is tilting slight…..getting bright…now that the days get longer Another year is sold……getting old….I’m sure that the light makes us stronger Around for another spin shall we go round again until next time   The bounty is pulled from fruitful places as the floor gets colder and dry I’m losing time as the clock erases.  This fall back has darkened the sky   Looking back I can see the sunrise and feel the temp starting to soar. I don’t need no reason I give back this season and all of this wet and cold   This shouldn’t come as a surprise.  You know next season you’ll realize
18.
Almost 03:40
Recall We almost had a chance to have it all But almost, is nothing at all Just a point of pride before the fall
 ‘Cause almost
Is nothing at all 
And when the springtime comes
 And everything’s still numb
 I would crawl, still in your thrall
 To hear your laughter down hall
 ‘Cause almost
Is nothing at all
 Almost…is nothing at all
19.
My Love thinks I’m crazy
 Despondent, dark and lazy
 I snap back like a slingshot
 Then wimper out of earshot

 She loves me
 She loves me not
 Nothing ever pleases
 Like hunger that increases
 Tied up in a love-knot
 That tightens like a slip-knot She loves me
 She loves me not
 She loves me
 She loves me not
 All the Lords and Ladies From the dawn of time
 In Heaven as in Hades
 Rotting on the vine…

 Then I’m sad and lonely
 Broken, fat and homely
 Safely out of earshot
 Living in her blindspot
 She loves me
 She loves me not
 She loves me not
 She loves me not

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New pop album from Vanilla. This album will grow from a single song to many with the approximate release of one song a month. Pay the full listed price, and you will receive each new song on Bandcamp as it is uploaded until complete. Watch Pish Posh grow over the next year!

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released June 15, 2023

All songs (C) Charlatan Record Cartel, 2023. BMI. Full credits on each track

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Vanilla Tacoma, Washington

Melodic indie-pop band from the US Pacific Northwest. Featuring Jayson Jarmon (formerly of Liar's Club), Sean Gaffney, Mark Simmons, Scott Warfield, James Peterson and a cast of thousands!

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